
Crossing and Wondering I, Yuemei Zhang, photo by Alana Borges Gordon
Space and Time: a haibun (after Yuemei Zhang’s Crossing and Wandering I)
the sky turns grey as a storm starts to form / time is warped & confused / her vision goes blurry as her eyes get ripped out of their sockets / it falls silent / the clouds start to spin as the wind turns into hands, grabbing at her mouth, bounding her speech / her internal clock starts to wind itself up / she grabs her head / pounding, about to burst / it drops dead again / silence.
blind / deaf / dark / dangerous / she stands there, in an empty surreal field, afraid / the sky opens up & a faint buzzing of hope crosses right in front of her face / a little friend sent to collect worry / he beats his wings as hard as he can & collects the lost soul / her clock had ticked its last tock / another angel added to the collection / 6:44
Time leaves us broken
For we cannot change the past
You need to let go
Zhang’s original art was inspired by a line in Mark Twain’s novel The American Claimant: “It is a blessed thing to have an imagination that can always make you satisfied, no matter how you are fixed.”